So I just got out a doctors appointment where the lady said that the issues I’m having aren’t because of the pill, it’s just controlling the point when I have an extra stress in the month. She believes I actually have anxiety disorder but rather than panic attacks I tend to get angry and lash out. It also explains the constant worry the the house is going to catch fire, the boiler is going to explode, and various other worries I have that just aren’t true. I’ve gone to the councillor and they are making me an appointment for initial assessment.
Having all the exams and assignments coming up isn’t really helping, as well as the pressure at work and the pressure to get a job for after university.
I don’t really know what writing this is doing but it might make me feel better. I have to talk to the house about it later so the boys can understand that I’m not just hormone crazy.
Hopefully things will get better now…
team “i wore this yesterday but i’m going to a different place so it doesn’t matter”
team “I wore this yesterday but I wore it under a jacket so I can wear it again, no one will know”
team “I’m going to wear these jeans until I spill something noticeable on them”